HOW TO TREAT AND LOVE YOURSELF/HOW TO BE HAPPY.

You know  Then. I wish I knew, I was beautiful I wish I knew I was was good enough I wish I knew I was overpowered, I wish I knew there was nothing wrong with me, when you kept leaving. I wish I knew You only took advantage of my dotting heart walking away knowing fully well I would open the door once again when you come back, I wish I knew what it was like to be loved, I wish I knew I wasn't weak those night's I cried, I wish I knew how much I was hurting myself for you I wish I knew how to love myself more I wish I knew what it was like to be happy I wish I knew happiness starts from within  I wish I knew it was okay to be naive because I was only 18 (A Teen) I wish I knew being sweet and nice wasn't a bad thing because it was I wish I knew what it was like to have self confidence I wish I knew I broke me for you not knowing I would lose myself completely I wish I knew your words were filled with lies and manipulation I wish I knew the day we met you would ...

I wrote this quote  Saying  "It's okay to dream big,  But it's not okay if you don't bring it to reality". We live in a world filled with misery, pain and sorrow. Where the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. The weak get weaker and the strong get stronger.      Now let me get to the point,  you have to stop making excuses on why life is hard, why you can't follow or chase your dreams, thinking of where to start from but you don't know where too start from, Saying there is no hope for you but the truth is you just have to start, it is when you start you would know if there is hope or not. We all battle with a very Deep word that affects our daily life. "PROCRASTINATION".        Firstly, what is Procrastination? Procrastination is the act of delaying and  postponing something. A simple word for it is Laziness. This has affected our daily life till date and i know it is inevitable but the truth is if you don't le...

I'm stuck in the " In-Between" Of  "love" and "hate" The "I miss you" and "the moving on" Between  Loving' myself more  And  Loving you more  Between The "truths and the lies" Between  Trying to live my life  And  Trying to run from it  Between Being found And  Finding myself  Between The first day we met  And  The last time you said good bye Between  If it's meant to be  And   If you want it go get it. Hey, This is me every night Getting stuck And lost in thoughts Wondering how I'm gonna get through Asking myself if all your words were true. Sometimes I think back and i...... just smile  And sometimes.... I just Cry  Remembering the bittersweet moment. And the hurt of your words. Like  I was supposed to be there for me  But I, I gave you all my love  The love I was afraid to give  I was so naive, so fragile That you folded my love as a cone Breaking and leaving...

I sit by the corner of my room As I look through my window I begin to wonder and ponder  As my thoughts rushes in  Holding my book and pen  as my mind is same as dead. But.. there is this one thought that's comes in and it  goes like  "Just write" Just write even if it doesn't make sense, Just write even of it's little Just write and prove to yourself that you can. "For there is beautiful in every perfectly imperfect work of art" I do say this to people Everyone can write,  you can do anything if you put your mind to it. There were days, weeks and months, I tried to write like my friend who could write way better than me , I was also obsessed trying to write like William Shakespeare, Charles Dickens and James Joyce. Until I decided to be myself and have my way if writing and I said to myself, "Just write" "Just write  "Just write" Nothing good comes easy and it isn't easy to write  Sometim...