Updateme0 aka Grachi Writes

   Intro (Baby) (I love you) Verse 1 So this is what it's like? To not need weed to get me high I love it when you hold me when you cry Just because, just because Be my valentine I wanna make Cupid suicidal These are the kind of thoughts that cross my mind Just because, just because Chorus I love you, so so much I love you, so so much Verse 2 Darling, I would love to ease your mind But you only open up when you get high If I had the money, I would buy us time Just to get by, just to stay high Bridge Oh, Celeste The girl with my name tattooed on her chest Smell her on my clothes like cigarettes I hear her voice each time I take a breath I'm obsessed Oh, Celeste Afraid you'll only love me when undressed But you look so damn gorgeous in that dress Missing you so much makes me depressed But I digress, because [Chorus] I love you, so so much (Baby) I love you, so so much (Instrumental) Outro (I love you) d4vd is at it again this time teasing fans with his unreleased ...

A message of Hope resilience for anyone struggling. You’re not alone, you are stronger than you think, and you've survived every difficult moment in your life so far. Remember, everything will be okay. Now repeat after me, I always want to win Not to sound like a competition  But i always want to come out the best  Even though not first second or third but a thing i will do that will leave an impact in the people watching. I sometimes wanna give up  Especially when things get hard  I wanna run and disappear like a coward like i never existed.  I always want to smile  Even when life seems unfair to me, When good things happen to me  I wish my smile could last a little longer I have a sad life i know but can we skip to the happy part? I sometimes wanna cry and scream But i clean my tears when there’s nothing that can be done I scream in so much silence. Feeling left out or alone is a different kind of pain i never wish for anyone. I always wa...

I remember when i was in University 2022 and a line popped up in my head "I found the love, the love i once craved" because i realized that for the first time i felt true love. and i was like did i just write the next "Perfect by Ed Sheeran???". I was able to make a real story out of it. My muse is my boyfriend who i am currently still dating, he showed me love and never gave me a reason to feel not enough or wondering if i was the problem. i plan to sing this on my wedding day to him.    Verse 1 There was a time  I searched for the answers I went high and low  I couldn't find one, There was a time  I almost gave up on love  Then he came to me just like a wish. And now  Chorus I found the love, The love I once craved He came to me  Just like a wish, Tears rolling down  Cause I couldn't believe That i found the love  the love I once craved  He came to me  Like a wish. Verse 2 There was time  I wondered what's wr...

     Guys, guys, guys, guys hear me out. 3 years is quite a long time and I have thought whether to quit or continue and it took me three years to decide. I know what you might be thinking "But why?". So, here's why BUT WHY? Before I start if you are reading this, this your sign not to quit or give up on yourself and your dreams I mean it!!       I started blogging 2019 and I was loving it so much, at first I was doing it for the money but later on I enjoyed writing, but it began to get stressful and hard with school and what I was going through.  Firstly, it all started with "L ow self esteem",   for years I struggled with it, I felt like what I was doing wasn't good enough and I should just drop it and focus on my studies (mind you I wasn't so bright educationally but I am talented) continuation : neither was I in a healthy environment ( I mean an environment where it was toxic and no form of motivation. I was young I knew nothing ...

You know  Then. I wish I knew, I was beautiful I wish I knew I was was good enough I wish I knew I was overpowered, I wish I knew there was nothing wrong with me, when you kept leaving. I wish I knew You only took advantage of my dotting heart walking away knowing fully well I would open the door once again when you come back, I wish I knew what it was like to be loved, I wish I knew I wasn't weak those night's I cried, I wish I knew how much I was hurting myself for you I wish I knew how to love myself more I wish I knew what it was like to be happy I wish I knew happiness starts from within  I wish I knew it was okay to be naive because I was only 18 (A Teen) I wish I knew being sweet and nice wasn't a bad thing because it was I wish I knew what it was like to have self confidence I wish I knew I broke me for you not knowing I would lose myself completely I wish I knew your words were filled with lies and manipulation I wish I knew the day we met you would ...

I wrote this quote  Saying  "It's okay to dream big,  But it's not okay if you don't bring it to reality". We live in a world filled with misery, pain and sorrow. Where the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. The weak get weaker and the strong get stronger.      Now let me get to the point,  you have to stop making excuses on why life is hard, why you can't follow or chase your dreams, thinking of where to start from but you don't know where too start from, Saying there is no hope for you but the truth is you just have to start, it is when you start you would know if there is hope or not. We all battle with a very Deep word that affects our daily life. "PROCRASTINATION".        Firstly, what is Procrastination? Procrastination is the act of delaying and  postponing something. A simple word for it is Laziness. This has affected our daily life till date and i know it is inevitable but the truth is if you don't le...