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𝘐 𝘞π˜ͺ𝘴𝘩 𝘐 π˜’π˜―π˜¦π˜Έ 𝘭𝘭 𝘚𝘱𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘳π˜₯ 𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘡𝘳𝘺

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You know  Then. I wish I knew, I was beautiful I wish I knew I was was good enough I wish I knew I was overpowered, I wish I knew there was nothing wrong with me, when you kept leaving. I wish I knew You only took advantage of my dotting heart walking away knowing fully well I would open the door once again when you come back, I wish I knew what it was like to be loved, I wish I knew I wasn't weak those night's I cried, I wish I knew how much I was hurting myself for you I wish I knew how to love myself more I wish I knew what it was like to be happy I wish I knew happiness starts from within  I wish I knew it was okay to be naive because I was only 18 (A Teen) I wish I knew being sweet and nice wasn't a bad thing because it was I wish I knew what it was like to have self confidence I wish I knew I broke me for you not knowing I would lose myself completely I wish I knew your words were filled with lies and manipulation I wish I knew the day we met you would ...
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How to work on your Talent/Dreams and never give up.

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I wrote this quote  Saying  "It's okay to dream big,  But it's not okay if you don't bring it to reality". We live in a world filled with misery, pain and sorrow. Where the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. The weak get weaker and the strong get stronger.      Now let me get to the point,  you have to stop making excuses on why life is hard, why you can't follow or chase your dreams, thinking of where to start from but you don't know where too start from, Saying there is no hope for you but the truth is you just have to start, it is when you start you would know if there is hope or not. We all battle with a very Deep word that affects our daily life. "PROCRASTINATION".        Firstly, what is Procrastination? Procrastination is the act of delaying and  postponing something. A simple word for it is Laziness. This has affected our daily life till date and i know it is inevitable but the truth is if you don't le...
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π˜›π˜©π˜¦ 𝘐𝘯-π˜‰π˜¦π˜΅π˜Έπ˜¦π˜¦π˜― 𝘭𝘭 𝘚𝘱𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘳π˜₯ 𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘡𝘳𝘺

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I'm stuck in the " In-Between" Of  "love" and "hate" The "I miss you" and "the moving on" Between  Loving' myself more  And  Loving you more  Between The "truths and the lies" Between  Trying to live my life  And  Trying to run from it  Between Being found And  Finding myself  Between The first day we met  And  The last time you said good bye Between  If it's meant to be  And   If you want it go get it. Hey, This is me every night Getting stuck And lost in thoughts Wondering how I'm gonna get through Asking myself if all your words were true. Sometimes I think back and i...... just smile  And sometimes.... I just Cry  Remembering the bittersweet moment. And the hurt of your words. Like  I was supposed to be there for me  But I, I gave you all my love  The love I was afraid to give  I was so naive, so fragile That you folded my love as a cone Breaking and leaving...
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"π˜‘π˜Άπ˜΄π˜΅ 𝘞𝘳π˜ͺ𝘡𝘦" 𝘭𝘭 𝘚𝘱𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘳π˜₯ 𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘡𝘳𝘺

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I sit by the corner of my room As I look through my window I begin to wonder and ponder  As my thoughts rushes in  Holding my book and pen  as my mind is same as dead. But.. there is this one thought that's comes in and it  goes like  "Just write" Just write even if it doesn't make sense, Just write even of it's little Just write and prove to yourself that you can. "For there is beautiful in every perfectly imperfect work of art" I do say this to people Everyone can write,  you can do anything if you put your mind to it. There were days, weeks and months, I tried to write like my friend who could write way better than me , I was also obsessed trying to write like William Shakespeare, Charles Dickens and James Joyce. Until I decided to be myself and have my way if writing and I said to myself, "Just write" "Just write  "Just write" Nothing good comes easy and it isn't easy to write  Sometim...
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IHSBOMT song lyrics

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I came back from School  Feeling so angry  Wishing I could just smile once and for all. I took off cloths  Feeling exhausted Wishing this feelings could go once and for all. I go to the bathroom  As I take a shower  I laid in the bathtub to ease up my feels or think about it But anytime I stay long  Begin to think of my problems  Wondering where I went so wrong.  But  Chorus  There's a way that I could fight it  Reading books, or crying all day  Strolling out  or watching nature But it never Ends  Maybe go to the movies  Or maybe art galleries Maybe get drunk in a party  I guess that would do  For my thoughts. Verse 2 Before Saturday  That day of my birthday I got off from School so I could plan it all I danced through the night Anticipating the D-Day  Thinking  of where to go in my mind  I checked out my dress As I looked in the mirror  Feeling so insecure of my wei...
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HOW TO TREAT AND LOVE YOURSELF/HOW TO BE HAPPY.

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There is the saying that goes"IF YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF WHO ELSE WILL" Someone once told me,  when the struggle is real and hope is left to die, remember every young bird is learning how to fly.  giving up trying to get some peace in your brain, isn't the answer to your problems it still remains. if you look upon the sky where angel tears are falling down, sometimes it's just okay to be enough just the way you are instead of worrying about being like others or listening to people. I know things can get hard and life sucks And sometimes you feel sorry for yourself because things aren't going the way you want them too or life is just being unfair and you wish you could just die or cry yourself to sleep just to feel better.   But I'm here to tell you that loving yourself is the best way of letting go of all those pain and sorrows you go through and I want you to know that you aren't alone and I'm here for you.  Here are some tips on how ...
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Ain't gonna lie song lyrics.

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Verse 1 You know what it is that I want (I want I want) But you keep judging me from afar  You talk all ur sweet talks then you leave me so damn broken  Your fucked up life and all you do is blame me are You joking? You know all the times that have covered all your Fakings. And all you do is praise yourself and I don't get the cheering. Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing here right by your side But you know what they say is what we do just for love  Chorus  I ain't gonna lie  I ain't gonna fucking lie I've been getting so damn high  Prolly because of you. I've been floating through the sky  Maybe I would find the love I want  I ain't gonna lie I ain't gonna fucking lie. Verse 2 Give me a reason why I stay here and still fuck With you All your words and pretence I know that it wasn't True All you do is spend the money and just walk away I ain't gonna lie cause I learnt it the hard way. I ain't gonna lie cause it really hurt me so...
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