MY LIFE IN YEAR 2020....

My life in a year 

   Sometimes I stare at myself through the mirror, visualising my future.

Questioning myself how I'm going to get through this year.

Sometimes i lay on my bed, overthinking and crying myself to sleep.

Sometimes I would feel lonely and a bit depressed,

Penning down my thoughts and feelings,

Hoping things gets better.

But then things happen for a reason and sometimes those reasons remain unknown.

     My life in a year

      Taught me the older I get , the more I see,  the more I learn, the more I gain, the more I stand firm, the more I became stronger.

In moments like this it could be ugly ,

In moments like this it could be beautiful. 

    My life in a year, 

        I was strong and brave , broken and sad, but I never gave up , sometimes I felt low of myself and felt there was no hope and doubted myself saying it's the end, I would break down and blame myself for everything, wondering why life is unfair to me.

     My life in a year,

   I was loved for a short period and even if it still hurts deep down , I still appreciate those moments because it made me stronger..

Spending time with family and friends made me realize how much they all mean to me.

   In times like this I get on my knees and thank God for life and also healing me from what I went through.

            My life in a year 

I choose the path to happiness, 

I choose to be Positive

I choose to love myself

And 

I choose to Never give up.

   My word wisdom:

"Life is unpredictable, you really don't get what you always wish for, life serves you what it has, it is left for you to accept or reject it"..